Rain:562: Introspection

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Synopsis

Rain introspects about her crush on Emily.

Author Notes

So, this is kind of a last minute addition, looking inside Rain's head and either learning something new, or at least confirming a suspicion you might've already had. I wasn't originally sure if I was going to come right out and state Rain's feelings, or if I would drag it out for a while. But after a few dialogue changes earlier, the other characters seem to be picking up on it, so I think it's fair to think you guys are too. So, there you have it... Rain likes Emily. And they lived happily ever aft- WAIT! 

Does Emily even like Rain in that way though, or are Rain's feelings unrequited? And if Rain's not gonna make a move, does that mean this ship's sunk before even leaving port? And is everything really "just fine the way it is?" Thoughts are very welcome here. ^_^

Transcript

I would be lying if I said I didn't have at least a small crush on Emily. I actually always thought she was really pretty - if a little intimidating - even before I started questioning my sexuality, and before I knew her personally. But if it was a crush back then, I didn't realize it.
I called her "sis" that night, thinking we were both straight, and that nothing would come of it.
But months later...
I'm pansexual.
And after explaning what that meant, it was like a light went off and I couldn't stop thinking about the possibility of... us. But I've already gone and made her into a sister figure.
Liking her that way sounds way creepy now because of it.
But then again, if I'd never called her that, we might not have become friends the way we have. And then we'd never have grown close enough for her to come out so I could develop these feelings in the first place.
My brain hurts a little trying to wrap my head around all that.
Still, I... I'm not going to say anything. We've both got enough on our plates, and I won't risk ruining what we do have over this.
Everything is just fine the way it is.
Oh, hey sis! What's up?

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