Rain:579: Swimming

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Synopsis

Rain explains that she stopped swimming because she didn't like the gendered expectation of going bare-chested, and Emily offers to help Rain get a more feminine swimsuit in the summer. Aiken sarcastically congratulates Kellen on keeping the conversation about gender.

Author Notes

Rain's past mirrors my own a lot here.  I always liked being in the water, but the dysphoria that always came with it just wasn't worth it.  I still can't really swim either.  I can struggle from one side of the pool to the other, but I'd probably be doomed if I ever fell off a boat.  

I do own a proper swimsuit now, but god knows when or if I'll ever get the chance to use it (obviously not any time soon right now, what with the whole Winter thing going on).

Also, because of discussions on the last page: To any of my trans sisters out there, I strongly recommend a swimdress (essentially, a one-piece with a skirt).  Aside from being adorable, the skirt is long enough to offer a nice extra bit of coverage hiding what you might not want seen, but short enough to not impair water mobility too much.  I swear by it, myself. ^_^

Transcript

Yeah. Weren't you on a swim team?
Mom had me take swimming lessons, but I, uh... flunked out.
I mean, I guess the water was fun when I was little.
But when I got older, mom said...
Why don't you take that off so you don't get your regular clothes all wet. Boys don't need to cover their chests.
Then it was like going to the pool or beach was a reminder of what I hated about myself on public display.
And yeah, I came to hate going in the water because of it.
I still can't swim, really. I haven't been in the water in years. Maybe I could get into it if I had a proper swimsuit, but...
We should get you one this Summer. I'll probably need a new one too after the baby is born anyway, so we can go together.
We'll find something you'll feel okay wearing out.
Way to take us off the gender topic, sis.
Shut up...

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