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Rain:1217: Happiest

Synopsis

Rain tells Emily that Emily makes Rain the happiest she has ever been.

Author Notes

D'aaawww! How sweet. ^_^

Anyway, Rain's still got more to say, but she'll finally finish this train of thought Monday.

Transcript

I mean, I'm not over everything my dad did and that was years ago.
Or my sister. I... I feel like I haven’t even begun to process my feelings with her.
I’m just not there yet. I don’t know when or if I will be.
Still get dysphoria too.
I’m a lot better at dealing with it then I used to be, but some days it still just hits extra hard.
None of it goes away quickly or easily.
But I'm not sad! In fact, I think I'm the happiest I've ever been.
Living as myself. Having awesome friends who support me. Who I can support back.
An amazing girlfriend who accepts me as I am.
Amazing? Really?
Yes, really! I may have a lot of hurting in my past - a lot of it that I still deal with, and need to escape in order to cope from time to time - but I’m so much happier now because of you.
...You and Estrogen.
But mostly - more consistently - you.

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