Rain:279: Flashbacks
Synopsis
Aiken questions if Rain was trans all along, and we are shown the conversation between him and his then-fiancee.
Author Notes
- This section contains copyrighted content by Jocelyn Samara DiDomenick.
I apologize, but I’m going to go into preachy PSA mode: Speaking as a transsexual, I honestly believe that if you are trans and plan on having a relationship with a cisgendered person (or anyone, really), then it is imperative that your partner know of your transgenderism. This is not a topic to be taken lightly. If you don’t feel like you can tell your partner your deepest secrets - and especially if you don't feel SAFE telling your partner - you might want to consider rethinking things a little.
I understand why transfolk try to hide it. I really do. But I don’t think it’s right, personally. I actually don’t think it’s fair to the cis person (whether they’d be accepting or not), and it’s potentially very dangerous for the transperson. And further speaking as a transwoman happily married to a ciswoman for over four years (and together over seven), I can vouch that having the freedom to talk about the subject at any time with her, has been an incredibly relevant aspect of our relationship. I don’t think we would’ve lasted if I had to keep telling lies and keeping secrets and internalizing all my problems to hide my being trans from her.
[/PSA Mode]
And seriously, sorry for that. I’ve heard too many real life stories of relationships between trans and cis ending really badly for exactly THIS reason to not want to bring it to light.
Anyway, big moment of clarification, as we see into Aiken’s head a little. In your opinion, is the guy completely irredeemable, or might there be hope for the guy yet?
Whew… mouthful today.
Transcript
- This section contains copyrighted content by Jocelyn Samara DiDomenick.
Flashbacks of scattered pieces of dialogue:
Same long very light brown hair. Same very green eyes. Same skintone. She looked EXACTLY like Kellen! I mean, identical. Except for that weird voice. Maybe it's your brother in drag.Why don't you have a cellphone or a FaceSpace account like the rest of society and large?
He is kind of effeminate. Always has been. And he seems to have something to hide, but... I mean, that doesn't mean anything, right? My brother's not a tranny. He's not. Not like...
A flashback:
It's not what you think, Aiken. I never wanted to hurt you. I love you. But you have to understand, I wasn't going to say anything. My surgery was slated for next month and then I'd BE a woman and everything would be okay!My insurance backed out. I didn't know what to do. I didn't want to lose you so I hoped you might understand and...Don't talk to me! Dammit! I can't even look at you without getting sick to my stomach now.
